Aunt Betty's first great grand child.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
Jordans writings----Since I don't blog anymore:)
Touching the surface of a dream is harder to me than any miss. When your about to reach the top is also when your the most vulnerable to fall down. It's the moment that will leave you crying with joy or sobbing with sadness. To me the hardest part isn’t climbing my way to the top. It's trusting myself to deal with life no matter which way it goes. To me it's all about how you deal with life after and what you learn from it. Touching the surface of a dream always scares me, but then i think of Jesus and how he accomplished the greatest dream in the world. The freedom to communicate with our Creator and Lord through him. How when he was praying in the garden he could have quit. He had control of his own dream, or rather the dream God had planned since he was sent down to live with us. I don't know a single person that could have done what he did for me that day. To follow through on the dream of someone else without a second thought of my own fate. To me he never touched the Surface. He didn't give himself the option when reaching the top. He reached it without pause and made God's dream our reality. That thought gives me comfort when I'm touching the surface and wondering which way my life will go from here. Touching the surface, isn’t a decided factor after the choice is made, it’s decided the minute you choose that no matter what happens you'll never give in and you won't be afraid to start the climb again. You couldn’t have a better One to guide you
Who?
If you’re reading this I’m probably dead. My name? I choose to remain nameless as I write what might be my last words. Why, you might ask. Because it’s all I have left that cannot be taken save my will.
We’ve been trapped here for who knows how many lifetimes it seems. This desolate mountain pass is the only way they can come in. And the only way we can hold back their enormous numbers. Since the beginning they’ve outnumbered us five too one. I have no semblance of time anymore, but I would say at best it’s been too long for anyone to stand. Our lines look like ragdolls, our men like ghosts, and our swords are as broken as our bodies. But still we fight on. Who are we? We to anyone else are merely the fighters, the defenders, the saviors of our homes and families, as well as our beliefs and their lives.
The sunshine never seems to make its way down through these peaks. They rise from either side jutting into what might as well be oblivion. The rain however seems to always find its way down, as do the freezing winds, and snow. The fire is never enough to keep warm. The enemy is relentless in its quest for our lives. Who are they? They are the reason we fight, and the reason we are here. They are the ones who wish to take away our freedom. They are the ones who wish us dead. I give them no name, as they are only to us the enemy. They never stop coming and seem to care little how many of them are silenced for their goal. If they have a goal.
My sword has been dull for a long time due to relentless use. Even now it’s still stained from the last stand we made. Last night, or maybe it was morning, I’m not sure. We held them strong but suffered greatly for it. Maybe it’s all for some lost cause and they’ll take everything anyway. I’ve asked myself this same question thousands of times. And I’ve decided that whatever the cost I will stand alone if I have to, to keep them away.
Call it foolishness if you wish, or madness, but I won’t let them past me until I’m cold on the ground. Our king has been with us from the beginning. He is the first to fight and the last to leave. The only thing that keeps us together are his words of encouragement and hope. His presence and courage keep us fighting and constantly remind us of why we are here.
Not for glory, not for praise, not for wealth, but for the promise of a life spent in peace and happiness under his rule. Do I think we can win? Yes. Do I think I will live through this to see this reward? I don’t know. But I do know that no matter what it can’t and won’t be said that I didn’t give the best of my ability. I’ll fight for my king.
What is his name? To us and the people he is our ruler, our friend, and our savior from harm. He leads us fearlessly, and governs us wisely. His name I’ll not tell you, for it means nothing unless you understand what he does for us.
I hear the horn echoing through the walls. The enemy approaches. Will this be my final stand? I do not know. But I do know that no matter what, nothing is going to take away our will to fight, and our will to win our freedom. Our king told us himself before coming here that many of us would die, and that we might be here for a time longer than imaginable. But he promised that those who fought on would receive their reward. So I march to meet them. My friends are taking their spots on the line and are waiting for me.
We will stand together until the end. Until the very mountains that surround us crumble and rain down. We stand for our people, we stand for our king. I stand for Him.
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We all face dangers and hard times in this life. Most of them probably arent life threatening but still real. We all think about giving up and maybe some of us do. But remember that God never leaves us, and that he's there to lend us his strength the entire way. WHo is the fighter? Who are the enemy? Who is the king? I am the fighter, and with or without you I'll fight for my King. Who are you?
If you’re reading this I’m probably dead. My name? I choose to remain nameless as I write what might be my last words. Why, you might ask. Because it’s all I have left that cannot be taken save my will.
We’ve been trapped here for who knows how many lifetimes it seems. This desolate mountain pass is the only way they can come in. And the only way we can hold back their enormous numbers. Since the beginning they’ve outnumbered us five too one. I have no semblance of time anymore, but I would say at best it’s been too long for anyone to stand. Our lines look like ragdolls, our men like ghosts, and our swords are as broken as our bodies. But still we fight on. Who are we? We to anyone else are merely the fighters, the defenders, the saviors of our homes and families, as well as our beliefs and their lives.
The sunshine never seems to make its way down through these peaks. They rise from either side jutting into what might as well be oblivion. The rain however seems to always find its way down, as do the freezing winds, and snow. The fire is never enough to keep warm. The enemy is relentless in its quest for our lives. Who are they? They are the reason we fight, and the reason we are here. They are the ones who wish to take away our freedom. They are the ones who wish us dead. I give them no name, as they are only to us the enemy. They never stop coming and seem to care little how many of them are silenced for their goal. If they have a goal.
My sword has been dull for a long time due to relentless use. Even now it’s still stained from the last stand we made. Last night, or maybe it was morning, I’m not sure. We held them strong but suffered greatly for it. Maybe it’s all for some lost cause and they’ll take everything anyway. I’ve asked myself this same question thousands of times. And I’ve decided that whatever the cost I will stand alone if I have to, to keep them away.
Call it foolishness if you wish, or madness, but I won’t let them past me until I’m cold on the ground. Our king has been with us from the beginning. He is the first to fight and the last to leave. The only thing that keeps us together are his words of encouragement and hope. His presence and courage keep us fighting and constantly remind us of why we are here.
Not for glory, not for praise, not for wealth, but for the promise of a life spent in peace and happiness under his rule. Do I think we can win? Yes. Do I think I will live through this to see this reward? I don’t know. But I do know that no matter what it can’t and won’t be said that I didn’t give the best of my ability. I’ll fight for my king.
What is his name? To us and the people he is our ruler, our friend, and our savior from harm. He leads us fearlessly, and governs us wisely. His name I’ll not tell you, for it means nothing unless you understand what he does for us.
I hear the horn echoing through the walls. The enemy approaches. Will this be my final stand? I do not know. But I do know that no matter what, nothing is going to take away our will to fight, and our will to win our freedom. Our king told us himself before coming here that many of us would die, and that we might be here for a time longer than imaginable. But he promised that those who fought on would receive their reward. So I march to meet them. My friends are taking their spots on the line and are waiting for me.
We will stand together until the end. Until the very mountains that surround us crumble and rain down. We stand for our people, we stand for our king. I stand for Him.
________________________________________________________________________
We all face dangers and hard times in this life. Most of them probably arent life threatening but still real. We all think about giving up and maybe some of us do. But remember that God never leaves us, and that he's there to lend us his strength the entire way. WHo is the fighter? Who are the enemy? Who is the king? I am the fighter, and with or without you I'll fight for my King. Who are you?
Monday, February 16, 2009
Monday Musings
I guess we are getting old---Jeff asked me if I wanted OutBack for Valentines and I chose to stay in town and got to Eljaripeo! It was kind of funny when we saw another couple from church and then found out mom and dad went there too!ha! Since I told Jeff not to spend money on flowers I got a card and my favorite chocolates. That is just fine by me!
Nothing new is going on in this neck of the woods. Had a few sick kids last week but it didn't last long they just took turns staying home from school a few days.
We are having a quiet day at home on Presidents Day. It feels like it should be warm out but it isn't. The sun has been shining all day and with kids home it feels weird like it is summertime or something.haha I guess I'm hoping.
Well, if anything earth shattering happens----you'll be the first to know!haha
Nothing new is going on in this neck of the woods. Had a few sick kids last week but it didn't last long they just took turns staying home from school a few days.
We are having a quiet day at home on Presidents Day. It feels like it should be warm out but it isn't. The sun has been shining all day and with kids home it feels weird like it is summertime or something.haha I guess I'm hoping.
Well, if anything earth shattering happens----you'll be the first to know!haha
Thursday, February 12, 2009
I just made the most disgusting supper!! Ham that was burned---went to make mac and cheese and had none---so I grabbed a little envelope of fetticini alfredo---cooked that dry-grrrrr. The only thing good was the cauliflour and cheese and cheesy potatoes! Oh well better luck next time huh?
In other hilarious news---I read the headlines on Yahoo----"Men increasingly using Botox to erase worry lines"----hahhaa I thought it said Men increasingly using Boxing to erase worry lines---couldn't figure that one out for a long time!ha
I'll be ok--I think??
In other hilarious news---I read the headlines on Yahoo----"Men increasingly using Botox to erase worry lines"----hahhaa I thought it said Men increasingly using Boxing to erase worry lines---couldn't figure that one out for a long time!ha
I'll be ok--I think??
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Weird day!
I shared this on facebook but thought I'd share here. It has been a day full of surprises!ha I got up this morning and went to wake up Jalen-----only to find he had gotten sick(polite way to put it) all over his bed and rug. He was not in his room. I actually panicked a little. I found him on Jordan's futon---said he didn't want to bother me!hahaha It bothered me all right. It had been sitting for awhile.
So,that started my day. Then, I left to go get Jordan and Janae from Dr. Ed. at 8:30I walk out to the car and I see this animal that I think is the cat I saw earlier today. I said--what are you doing?(I know kind of weird to be talking to a cat but it wasn't running away like I expected it too)right when I'm beside it I realize it is an opposum!!!!! WWAAAAAAA! I about died right there---I ran all the way back to the house----and then was afraid to go back out there. I finally stomped and made noise all the way to the car! I'm still freaked out!(it would have been a great video I'm sure---thank goodness no one was around to see all that)
So,that started my day. Then, I left to go get Jordan and Janae from Dr. Ed. at 8:30I walk out to the car and I see this animal that I think is the cat I saw earlier today. I said--what are you doing?(I know kind of weird to be talking to a cat but it wasn't running away like I expected it too)right when I'm beside it I realize it is an opposum!!!!! WWAAAAAAA! I about died right there---I ran all the way back to the house----and then was afraid to go back out there. I finally stomped and made noise all the way to the car! I'm still freaked out!(it would have been a great video I'm sure---thank goodness no one was around to see all that)
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Jaida's Room
Jaida's room was in need of paint and bedding. I finally painted it right before Christmas. I had bought her a comforter at Target for $10 so I tried to like it and just couldn't. I looked everywhere for something that was cute and reasonable. Couldn't find anything so I bought fabric(I haven't sewn forever)and made a duvet cover and a few pillows. I used the $10 comforter as the filler for the duvet. We recovered her little bench. It is taking forever but it is finally looking better. Now if I can just finish it!
P.S. Jeff is making headboards for Jaida and Jordan that aren't finished yet! It will look so much better when that is finished.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Shaylee
Jody-thought you might want to steal these for your blog since I never remember to let you download pics!
Jalen turns 11( that is hard to believe!)
Jalen had fun at his birthday party. We had it at Grandma and Grandpa Waggoners house again. I think they all stayed up most of the night--crazy kids!
Speaking Turkey
Last week when I went to clean a house I had an interesting situation. Normally they aren't home but when I went in I could hear the baby crying upstairs. I said--hello--hello--no one answered so I started to get busy. I look up the stairs and a lady was standing there shushing me--she started jabbering in Turkey(or whatever people from Turkey talk--I said I'm sorry i don't understand you and she continued to jabber. Finally I said--I'm cleaning the house--to which she replied--Sordy, sordy, sordy, sordy---being interpreted sorry. She was the lady's mother visiting form Turkey. She thought I was her daughter. I have laughed about that all week. She didn't know I was coming so I'm thinking this lady can't speak English and she thinks someone is just invading the house what on earth am I going to do. She then asked me if I would like some tea or anything to eat! It was funny.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Jaida's Birthday photo shoot
I took Jaida to the park on her 8th birthday Saturday. I plan on taking all of my kids to the park one at a time to get new pictures of them. Jaida is just the easiest to get there--she doesn't really have much of a schedule yet!ha
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Photo Shoot
I got to practice with my new lens. My niece Brianna was my guinea pig. We had fun but about froze to death!
I'm still alive---(I think)
I think things are finally kind of getting back to normal. In the past 2 1/2 weeks we have had 5 family Christmas get-to-togethers, a birthday party, and New Year's Eve celebration. Jaida's birthday is Saturday. I'm begging and pleading with her to wait until next week for a party. I think I'm partied out.
Jordan and Janae are in Dr. Ed. now so that has taken up some of their vacation time. They seem to be enjoying it. I'm not necissarily enjoying riding with 15 yr. old drivers but I know that is just part of life!ha
We had a great Christmas and I got the new camera lens I was wanting. The kids were very excited with all of their gifts. It is much easier putting things away now that they don't get all the big toys, etc. It is a little sad though--they are growing up way too fast.
I've been thinking back over this year---my it was a weird one huh? All the political stuff, the economy scare, the gas prices, and so many uncertainties. I was just thinking the other day how it is kind of strange that in my mind a new year is like a new slate or a new beginning. I always think of all the things I would really like to change for the better. Kind of funny how we think we have to wait until January to do it?!! I'm looking forward to a great, prosperous, happy, healthy New Year!
Hope everyone has a great New Year!
Jordan and Janae are in Dr. Ed. now so that has taken up some of their vacation time. They seem to be enjoying it. I'm not necissarily enjoying riding with 15 yr. old drivers but I know that is just part of life!ha
We had a great Christmas and I got the new camera lens I was wanting. The kids were very excited with all of their gifts. It is much easier putting things away now that they don't get all the big toys, etc. It is a little sad though--they are growing up way too fast.
I've been thinking back over this year---my it was a weird one huh? All the political stuff, the economy scare, the gas prices, and so many uncertainties. I was just thinking the other day how it is kind of strange that in my mind a new year is like a new slate or a new beginning. I always think of all the things I would really like to change for the better. Kind of funny how we think we have to wait until January to do it?!! I'm looking forward to a great, prosperous, happy, healthy New Year!
Hope everyone has a great New Year!
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